Sometimes I wish I wasn’t as wacked out as I am. Sometimes I wish I could just let my beliefs go and enjoy myself. Sadly that never seems to happen. I have to say I tried though. Last night there was a party in college as part of one of the committe interactions. I really really tried to forget all my views and beliefs about music and have a good time . I just couldn’t . The noise that was blasting at top volume was sheer torture . I just had to leave . I guess I’m really gonna have to learn to go temporarily deaf.